tomorrow is the day! I will go to Canada (aaaaaaaahhhhhhh). I can’t believe how fast the last weeks have gone by but I’m so excited! My host family seems to be very nice and I’m so glad to live at their house.
Honestly since my last “emotions” post nothing really changed. It still feels unreal that I will go there for such a long time. On Wednesday I had to say goodbye to my stepmom and it was very sad, so I started to cry. I knew that I won’t see her for a very long time, so in a way I kind of realized it now, I guess. But also It still feels weird.
Today I packed everything and it fells as I go on a vacation because I packed a lot this summer, so it feels kind of normal to me.
Honestly I don’t know what to feel right now. On the one hand I’m very excited and super happy to go and on the other hand I’m sad to leave everybody and to leave my home. Today is my farewell party and I think I will be very sad then, but I won’t realize it until I am actually in Canada.
I just wanted to give you a little update on my feelings even though they are a mess and I don’t even know how I feel myself….
I will let you know everything about my flight and the first days.
Have a nice day & smile a lot!